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Friday, March 14, 2008

Exactly where I am...

Waitby Russell Kelfer

Desperately, helplessly, longingly, I cried;
Quietly, patiently, lovingly, God replied.
I pled and I wept for a clue to my fate . . .
And the Master so gently said, "Wait."

"Wait? You say wait?" my indignant reply.
Lord, I need answers, I need to know why!
Is your hand shortened? Or have you not heard?
By faith I have asked, and I'm claiming your Word.

My future and all to which I relate
Hangs in the balance, and you tell me to wait?
I'm needing a 'yes', a go-ahead sign,
Or even a 'no' to which I can resign.

You promised, dear Lord, that if we believe,
We need but to ask, and we shall receive.
And Lord I've been asking, and this is my cry:
I'm weary of asking! I need a reply.
Then quietly, softly, I learned of my fate,
As my Master replied again, "Wait."

So I slumped in my chair, defeated and taut,
And grumbled to God, "So, I'm waiting for what?"
He seemed then to kneel, and His eyes met with mine . . .
and He tenderly said, "I could give you a sign.

I could shake the heavens and darken the sun.
I could raise the dead and cause mountains to run.
I could give all you seek and pleased you would be.
You'd have what you want, but you wouldn't know Me.

You'd not know the depth of my love for each saint.
You'd not know the power that I give to the faint.
You'd not learn to see through clouds of despair;
You'd not learn to trust just by knowing I'm there.
You'd not know the joy of resting in Me

When darkness and silence are all you can see.
You'd never experience the fullness of love
When the peace of My spirit descends like a dove.
You would know that I give, and I save, for a start,

But you'd not know the depth of the beat of My heart.
The glow of my comfort late into the night,
The faith that I give when you walk without sight.
The depth that's beyond getting just what you ask
From an infinite God who makes what you have last.

You'd never know, should your pain quickly flee,
What it means that My grace is sufficient for thee.
Yes, your dearest dreams overnight would come true,
But, oh, the loss, if you missed what I'm doing in you.

"So, be silent, my child, and in time you will see
That the greatest of gifts is to truly know Me.
And though oft My answers seem terribly late,
My most precious answer of all is still . . . Wait."

1 comment:

Heather (and Vince!) said...

Here's what I heard back from our agency about the embassy:

These aren't necessarily rumors, however it isn't anything new to us. As far as the dates go, yes that is why we implemented the schedule of documents months ago, when we were made aware of this. Having families start with the documents that take the longest, first. We have seen there is a little bit of wiggle room when it comes dates. If a few of the documents are 'older' - it typically hasn't been an issue - it's when the majority of them are 'old'. In your case, if I remember correctly, and I will look back on the dates -most of them are very, very current like Dec/Jan- I think there was just a couple older - maybe Oct? But even at that, I would tend to guess they are fine. However, to be honest..I always cross my fingers and hope for the best.

Hope this helps! My agency used a registered translator in Kazakhstan, so that's why she didn't respond to that point in the email.

Good luck!!!

Lilypie Waiting to adopt Ticker